Blocked and Counting …

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My life has been so much more peaceful without the drama from them though. Currently, there are only two narcissists frequently contacting me at the moment, and I am determining the best way possible to handle them. I want to make a clean sweep of the narcissists within my life without having to go into a dramatic war. It is easier said than done when going no contact. So please do not judge me. 🙂

One other narcissist has seemingly discarded right now me because I have not heard from him. I am hoping that it is a discard enough to where he will not be bothered by the fact that I am not contacting him since I do not want to contact him. I would rather just fade away from lack of keeping up until he realizes that I am gone and he realizes he has no need for my type of narcissistic supply. I am just ready to be done with these narcissists and the toxicity that they bring into my life.

I know. My own actions seem so rather passive aggressive, and I know that these are things that I do need to continue to work on. Yet, if you have ever had a narcissist in your life, you may be able to identify with why I am taking the more distant and careful approach to cutting these narcissists out of my life. What point would it do me to confront the narcissists anyway? Why would I bother to tell them that I am done with them? It would only incite more drama that I just do not feel like dealing with from them. Plus, it is easier that they believe they have discarded me as opposed to me ending the relationships because their discards look like they had control of ending things with me instead of the other way around.

Anyway, I am feeling a small victory in having blocked three people I thought I would never block at all. I know that there may come repercussions to my having blocked them, but I will not know this unless they contact me on social media. The only possible thing to happen is that information gets back to me through other associates on social media that the narcissists and me all mutually know, and my solution for that is simply to block the associates too without any dialogue. I only stand to have a negative reflection in their eyes anyway, but I am fine with that. Besides, I really do not even associate with those circles anyway since I am in a different place in my life right now.

When one door closes another one opens, right? Except … this time, I will check to see who it is before answering because it just might be another narcissist waiting to attach themselves to me. I have realized that my life is far too short to entangle myself back into situations that only cause me grief. There are so many things that I am wanting to get to the bottom of in my personal life concerning the roots of narcissistic personality disorder within my family. To do that, I must narrow the narcissistic distractions that keep me bound. So … blocked and counting …