Just Why?

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Random Questioning of Why

I ask myself this question from time to time, and today is one of them. It’s not even necessarily about my problems with narcissists. These are just random questions that pop up in my mind that cause me to ponder and wonder just why. Maybe you can relate or maybe you cannot.

Just why?

Just why is this life the way it is? Just why?

Just why is my life the way it is? Just why?

Just why do I find myself over 50 and still struggling with things that I thought therapy would help? Just why?

Just why am I still standing by a treadmill of recycling narcissists going through me life? Just why?

Just why have I not mastered what I need to learn concerning all of these narcissists – from their arrivals into my life to their strategically crafted narcissistic abuse against me until they supposedly discard me? Just why?

Just why do I find myself in a new phase of life more than ready to break free but still chained to what I am having a hard time walking away from? Just why?

Just why is this journey not an easy one? Just why?

Just why are there still so many things about myself that need changing even though I thought I was changing? Just why?

Just why is it taking me so long to get to where I need to be? Just why?

Where do I need to be? Just why do I think I need to be there?

Just why?