
How much content can I give about narcissists? I ask myself this question a lot – particularly when I become stuck and cannot find it in me to devote anymore to my blog. I have mounds of content to write and that I want to share, but sometimes I become exhausted discussing narcissists who are no longer in my life. Frankly, there are times when I just do not want to deal with talking about narcissists because they are such toxic people. I am sure you can relate.
I have mentioned this before, and I must mention it again. But this time I will say it a different way. There is more to life than narcissists, and all targets of narcissists deserve to enjoy a life that is narcissist free. All targets deserve moments of silence and freedom just to be and do. We cannot allow ourselves to get stuck in hell with narcissists. I know this is easier said than done, however – especially when there are narcissists still in our lives.
I want to tell my story. I will tell my story. My voice will remain unchained. However, I am living in the reality of slow healing, and I am attempting to thrive past my experiences with narcissistic abuse. It is not always pretty. It is not always delightful. It is not always easy to share my story. There are still things that I have to get past.
There are still days that I feel completely immobilized by what I experienced during narcissistic abuse, and there are a lot of days where talking, thinking, and writing about narcissists, narcissism, or narcissistic abuse is the last thing I want to do, and these past few days have been that for me.
Bear with me. There is a lot more to come.