Magnetic Attraction
Unfortunately, I have been a magnet for narcissistic personalities all my life as if it was my sole life’s purpose. I honestly and naively believed, at one point in my life, that each narcissist in my life was my God-given assignment … that I was somehow assigned to pray them into the “kingdom” when all I did was push myself further into “hell”.
What I believed I gained in friendships or romantic partners, I only lost because these people were never truly involved with me on the intimate level that I desired at all. They were truly not interconnected with me in anyway except to be soul tied to me through trauma bonds. I soon learned through a series of traumatic lessons that I am not anyone’s God. I am not anyone’s Holy Spirit. I am not anyone’s Savior. I am not anyone’s personal angel.
The reality is that I am nothing more than someone traveling the road of life along with everyone else, and all I might be at best is a narcissist’s formidable opponent and at worst their antagonizing enemy. Just like them, I am trying to get through this journey of life in the best way possible. The only difference is that I now want to get through this life without continuing to intertwine with these dark magnetic attractions to narcissists or any narcissistic personalities at all.
My Voice Unchained 